I’ll never be what I
Should have been
Because I fell
Under your spell
Your Madness is
So Seductive
And
Like an endless stream of drink
It blocks all of
Reality’s efforts
To make you see
That the people who love you
Have to carry your pain
And be crushed
By your Outbursts
And blame themselves
Because You
Are
Never
Wrong
I believed that too
And blamed myself
When you
Reached into me
And crushed
The frightened Child
That I allowed you
To see
I felt that my filth
And my madness
Was polluting your home
When all along
It was
Your head that was
Overflowing with
An insane
Messianic
Infection
That sent me
On a
Kamikaze Mission
Now the person
That I was
Is dead
Killed by You
And you will never
Accept responsibility
For any of your
Filth and Madness
Or the damage
That it Causes
To other
People’s
Lives
Looking back
I like that kid
That I was
Before I met you
He never
Had a chance
You destroyed my faith
In Humanity
And my will
To live
I will never forgive you
Emotional Rapist
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