Guest weekend long read: Lancashire Police tipped off benefit officials about disabled anti-fracking protesters

DRILL OR DROP?

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In this guest post, John Pring, of the Disability News Service, reports on how Lancashire police sent information to a government department about disabled anti-fracking protesters. He also investigates accusations that the force repeatedly targeted vulnerable people at protests.

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Britain’s heart is broken

Fear and Loathing in Great Britain

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How do I know that Britain’s heart is broken? I know it because I am living it and living with the grief of it moment by moment. I know it because my own heart is broken. I know it because I see who and what broke it. I’ve seen it since 2010, when the great betrayal manifested itself, a betrayal planned for long treacherous years and then was callously and brutally unleashed. I watched helplessly as it swept across Britain and people began to die. I watched austerity begin to brutalise people and I watched as people despaired, lost hope and took their own lives and I knew I had to do something.

I racked my brain, I searched my soul and desperately looked for what I could do, of my own volition, requiring no ones permission, that I had the ability to self sustain over time. I needed something…

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Billionaire money for Hitler then, for AfD now

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This German 24 November 2018 video is about far-right billionaire August von Finck financing the AfD party.

By Peter Schwarz in Germany:

From the Nazis to the AfD: Big business finances the far-right

28 November 2018

According to an investigation by the weekly Der Spiegel, the rise to prominence of the far-right Alternative for Germany (AfD) was facilitated by huge financial contributions from 88-year-old billionaire August von Finck. His father, also named August von Finck, financed Adolf Hitler and made a fortune by confiscating Jewish property through the process known as “Aryanisation”.

Der Spiegel concludes that several million euros that flowed into the founding and development of the AfD originate from Finck’s business and financial empire. In 2013, Finck was placed 10th on the Forbes list of the richest Germans, with a fortune of $8.2 billion. In order to avoid paying taxes…

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The cat with no name

June 2011

Today I had a cat killed.

The phone rang. It was my friend the veterinary nurse.

The test came back FIV positive.”

I had asked her to make sure his blood was tested. Now I had to say it,

I know what I have to do. And I hate it.”

She argued a painfully false hope,

He’s healthy now. He can live a couple of years.”

What about my cat? My neighbour has four. What about them?”

There is no vaccine or treatment or cure. All it takes is one bite; fighting or rough and tumble. Transmission is saliva to blood. Toms infect females when they bite the scruff of the neck while mating. When cats fight…..

Tara was fourteen when she died. I told the vet,

But she’s neutered.”

He shrugged. You don’t need to mate to catch it.

I had brought her in that morning. She had collapsed yet again. I had thought it was her thyroid.

The nurse phoned. The vet had to speak to me. A friend drove me up.

We have to put her down now.”

I collapsed. I was on the floor in the foetal position. My friend talked me to my feet.

Let me hold her.”

Her bladder will go.”

I’m sorry Tara….”

Tears ran down my face. They should have let me hold her. The vet shaved her paw, slid the needle in…..

It was like switching off the light.

They put her in a cardboard box. She was wrapped in a towel.

I sat on my bed and cradled her limp form in my arms. Patti Smith’s Gone Again album blasted at me…..

I never mourned her. I could not allow myself to grieve.

She’s buried in the garden of a church, which is ironic considering her owner’s atheism.

Every spring snowdrops emerge and then bluebells; a little commemoration of the purity of her love. She nurtured me through my breakdowns; sitting atop my curled form; sometimes wrapping herself around my head as if she were the mother cat and I her kitten. She saved my life; more than once.

I spoke into the phone,

Can Cats’ Protection not take him?”

No.”

Can he be rehomed?”

You would have to take care of that.”

She had other patients to think of; and her own cats.

I swallowed, then,

I know what has to be done.”

She had collected him that morning after I’d rescued a little stray tom and endured a night of caterwauling. My own cat had kept his distance from the creature locked in the bathroom. My lazy, soft, quiet, cuddly neutered male could not be doing with this deranged young one who would rub up against me one moment then snap at my hand the next. He was a feline teenager flooded with testosterone and stress hormones. I sat on the floor beside him and he understood. I was in charge and he would shut up. I was angry at him, so much so that I had not given him a name. That would wait till he was relieved of his testicular burden.

I’m glad he made me angry. It’s harder to let them go when you’ve give them a name.

 

Postscript

It was a holiday. The church café was closed. I liked these days. I could visit Tara in peace. The pile of soil was a cause of concern. I’d told them time and again where she was buried; look for the square of brick set into the ground under the linden tree. I couldn’t find it. There was nothing but a hole. Some piece of denial told me they hadn’t done this. I fumbled in the bare soil looking for the outline.

A brick.

Is it the outside or inside of the square?

The earth was dry as it flowed through my fingers. And then;

A bone. From the hind leg. The longest in a cat’s body. I dropped it and walked away.

Alcohol.

I tore the wrapping from the cork and poured myself a glass of brandy. Then another. By the fourth or fifth it was taking effect.

There was a time when this would have broken me. I had hardened up.

Or perhaps merely died inside.

 

Words of Thanks to a Soul Surgeon

I’ll never be what I

Should have been

Because I fell

Under your spell

Your Madness is

So Seductive

And

Like an endless stream of drink

It blocks all of

Reality’s efforts

To make you see

That the people who love you

Have to carry your pain

And be crushed

By your Outbursts

And blame themselves

Because You

Are

Never

Wrong

 

I believed that too

And blamed myself

When you

Reached into me

And crushed

The frightened Child

That I allowed you

To see

I felt that my filth

And my madness

Was polluting your home

When all along

It was

Your head that was

Overflowing with

An insane

Messianic

Infection

That sent me

On a

Kamikaze Mission

 

Now the person

That I was

Is dead

Killed by You

 

And you will never

Accept responsibility

For any of your

Filth and Madness

Or the damage

That it Causes

To other

People’s

Lives

 

Looking back

I like that kid

That I was

Before I met you

He never

Had a chance

 

You destroyed my faith

In Humanity

And my will

To live

 

I will never forgive you

Emotional Rapist